I was watching a video earlier that I have watched back in December and the things this young girl was saying explain exactly how I feel. So I figured that since this is my blog, I should feel comfortable telling this to whoever reads this.
So, I keep having this fear that I've been putting on a front about what's going on in my life. I'm constantly saying how I'm free from the power of sin and how it's so awesome that Christ saved me. And I do, I do believe all of that! But I would be lying if I said I don't struggle because I do, I have been struggling. And to anyone who's struggling with self injury, depression, suicidal thoughts, depression, feeling distant from God, questioning God, among other things...you should know that I'm not perfect(shocker!) and I don't have it all together, and that I'm struggling too. And I know that IT IS hard and it weighs on you. But I know we can get through this with God on our side <3
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